Studying to manage. Hannah Brown revealed that she turned to alcohol as a technique to take care of her sudden fame and the anxiousness that comes with being within the public eye.
“I’d by no means actually been a drinker earlier than and I used to be on TV, like, each Monday for a complete yr and didn’t know deal with how my life had so publicly been displayed,” the Alabama native 27, mentioned throughout an look on The Tamron Hall Show on Friday, April 29. “[I] have at all times lived with a smile on my face and, you realize, tried to faux like every little thing was OK. However then after I was at dwelling on my own, the one factor that was actually giving me consolation was a glass of wine.”
Brown added that quickly, it started to take “greater than that” to take care of how she was feeling inside. “[I have] no excuses for errors that I’ve made but additionally, I used to be not in the most effective place of life,” the previous Bachelorette defined. “And [I] didn’t know what assets I had to have the ability to get that assist.”
The previous pageant queen beforehand opened up about her struggles with alcohol in her memoir, God Bless This Mess, writing that on Might 16, 2020, she “began ingesting at 11 a.m. — and by no means actually stopped. … I’d been ingesting extra. Generally much more. It was one other means of avoiding the large issues, I assume.”
Brown informed Entertainment Tonight in November 2021 that she began ingesting within the wake of her break up from season 15 winner Jed Wyatt, after it got here out that he had a girlfriend when he got here on The Bachelorette. When issues didn’t work out together with her runners-up, Tyler Cameron and Peter Weber, her ingesting obtained worse.
“It was actually attention-grabbing to see the way it goes from one glass of wine, two glasses of wine, three glasses of wine, tequila,” she defined on the time. “I’ve undoubtedly reassessed how alcohol is part of my life… You simply aren’t going to search out what your coronary heart wants in that. I believe simply lots of people, we try this. We type of fill a void. I used to be undoubtedly discovering myself in that cycle.”
The Dancing With the Stars season 28 champion continued: “I’m actually glad that I’ve gotten the assistance that I wanted. The remedy, the emotional help that I wanted to type of take care of my very own stuff occurring inside my coronary heart, and thoughts, and simply my psychological well being, in order that [alcohol] isn’t one thing that I’m going to for any kind of solace.”
Brown additionally credit her relationship with boyfriend Adam Woolard with serving to her deal with her private development. “We’re folks that don’t discover wholeness by way of one another however by way of turning into complete folks as people that may then amplify one another’s development,” she informed Tamron Corridor on Friday. “And that’s one thing that I don’t assume that I’ve ever had is anyone that’s equally inspired and motivated by persevering with to problem and get higher and transfer ahead and develop in life as I’m.”
She added: “[I] can actually see the progress I’ve made simply in how I view my relationship and the way I view my relationship with myself.”
Should you or anybody you realize is going through substance abuse points, name the Substance Abuse and Psychological Well being Providers Administration’s Nationwide Helpline at 1-800-662-4357 at no cost and confidential info 24/7.